"I'm going to need more cats."
I vote for it as our mantra/motto! or I will, as soon as I can stop laughing like a hyena.
I wish I could have more. If I had a house I would have six.
Oh, I miss my kitty. I haven't wanted to get another since Kitty Such passed, especially since I'm rarely home lately...not out dating
or anything, just trying to make some social obligations and because work is...well, it's work. But I do miss having the baby waiting for me at the door naggging me for treats.
The last few days have been rough...and today I was excited because I am getting together with other cheerful spinsters for a bizarre Christmas gathering: pizza, brownies and watching "Tucker and Dale vs. Evil." It has been an evil week and I was excited to have this to look forward to...but I woke up this morning with what was either a short term stomach flu or something I ate (and I can imagine what it was because I haven't been eating THAT much) or, most likely, a return of the stress related IBS (Did I mention that this has been the week from h*ll in a long line of weeks from same?)
I'm feeling better and finally had something to eat and will probably go back to bed, but...now I feel guilty that I may still try to go to the movie tonight.
Meanwhile, I am feeling fat, unloved and have been weeping because whenever I get five minutes to myself I either get sick or something else awful happens. And there's been the tears over the fact that I haven't accomoplished any of the things I promised to do before this year is up....the novel is unwritten, the walls unpainted, the weight is still here....and I want someone to hug me and say "Honey, it's going to be okay. It's okay7."
But I know from second hand experience that because I have someone to share a roof with doesn't equal him givng me lots of props.
Sigh...is there still room on the ledge? I'll be sixty in three years and if I haven't gotten anything done by then, I am at least having a tattoo of a cat inked on my right shoulder and my family be darned.
Sorry this is so disjointed...I just have not been sleeping (thanks work) and I am not thinking straight.