Hugs too, it's at least a good thing to realize it now than keeping grasping at nothing. Hard to do and stuff, but maybe better in the long run.
I don't want to give myself any hope or false ideas, but oh my would I like the coffee I had this afternoon to be a chance to get down from this ledge.
Sweet, really cute, seems really nice and very well educated, curious and intelligent guy. The kind I'm starting to think is too perfect to be true ( proof: he's in my country for his studies so he probably won't be around for a long time, not that I'm looking for a husband or anything).
But I don't really know if it was a date*, if he's actually looking for someone or if he would like to see me again. Holly Dalek this whole "dating/looking for someone" is hard.
*because we meet through a dating website, that kind of double as a 'just meeting new people for friendship' kind of deal, so for all I know he just wanted to spend some time with someone who has similar interest ( but happen to be a single person of the opposite gender persuasion )