It is unbelievable. I just had some really depressing news during my visit with my doctor. Baby is still doing fine for now, but things are...shall we say, not looking so good. I came home to cry, eat junk food and surf the net for relief. Then I received a Skype message from her! Just 15 mins ago!
She asked me if I was alright. I thought it was a good start to a friendly conversation so I told her the truth, which was that I really wasn't doing so well right now. She said ok, and asked if there is anything she could do. I asked if she could pray for me and the baby, which she agreed to.
So far so good. Then it went downhill from then on. Btw, mmswm is right. I don't think my friend understands how serious my condition really is. Here is how the Skyping went:
S: So do u still think u will be up for the party?
Me: Are u serious? Do u even think I want to attend any party, or that I am in any condition to do so? Do you understand that I may lose my baby?
S: Oh, sorry.
Then silence. I had nothing more to say, and she had nothing more to add, I guess.
I didn't even care if I was hurtful to her. I was crying as I typed that last sentence, which was why I stopped after that. I didn't even bring up the fact that I knew it was a SALES party, which I kind of regret now.