(((IndianInlaw))) ugh, I'm so sorry. You know I know how you are feeling and you need love and support now, not people telling you how you should be feeling.
When the Marine and I broke up most of my friends were TRYING to be supportive, but they did it in a "he's an yoohoo! Moderators! Ban me now! and you deserve so much better and you should be SO glad you did not marry him!!!" kind of way, which was NOT what I needed. Of course, now that we are *kind of* back together, guess who I forgot to tell? hmph!
Anyway, I will pray for God to guide you in your pain and relationship
with The Cop. I have a hard time praying for things to happen a certain way (even for me). This is the prayer I still say daily about The Marine... God, please light the path you have for me and guide me along it. If this is the man for me, please show me that, and if it is not, please tell me that so that I can move on.
I pray for you to find peace, and I hope it is the peace that you are wishing for.... but even if it's not, you so deserve it!!!!
Whoever emailed you that needs to stay off the prayer boards!