Obsessing over something I can't change.
I was rude to a gas station clerk two weeks ago. I went back in, after pumping my gas, to apologize. I apologized, acknowledging that I was in the wrong, and she seemed like she accepted it. I am still obsessing over it and the fact that I don't think apologizing was enough. The obsessing is driving me crazy.
I hear you! I had a fabulous foot in mouth moment this morning that I hope I can laugh at later.
I was skiing this morning and ended up seeing my boss on the hill, with his daughter and a male friend of hers. I thought he was her boyfriend. Then, coming up the lift, boss saw his other daughter and went over to talk to her. We headed down the hill. Boss passed me then another boarder passed me and cut right in front of me, which resulted in spraying me right in the face. He couldn't have given me more of a face wash if he'd pushed me face first into a snow bank. So when I got to the bottom of the hill, I skied over to him and chewed him out. He did apologize but I was pretty steamed. Then my boss says, 'Outdoor Girl, this is [daughter]'s boyfriend, [name].' And since I was confused about the other guy, I wasn't very gracious at that point.
He was laughing and he completely understands me being ticked off but oh, how embarrassing. I departed from their group at that point and went back to skiing on my own.
Hopefully, we'll all be laughing at the office on Monday.